Life isn't and never will be a virtual game... I guessed I have live for 17 years of my life with this mentality embedded in my mind... I assume that there is a save point at every adversity I face... Thinking that I will get a second chance if I fail... I have always thought that its just like a video game... Loading the part where you deem not going the way you wanted it to... Saving to create a backing just in case you 'fall' ... But that seriously ain't the case ... Woke up today realising that every exam is taken 1 time only... You don't save before the exam, you don't load when you fail the exam... You walk into the exam hall, you live on even if you fail the exam... I've just fallen into one of my greatest depression ... My results are like crap... A painful wound inflicted, a painful lesson learnt... Carelessness brings you nowhere except to the place where you do not want to be... That place is neither here nor there in short form NOWHERE... My socks have drop far too low for my feets to be comfy... Its time for me to bring those ankle socks of mine to my knees... Yes ankles to knees... Impossible ? When theres a will, theres a will... Put the lazy and playfuls socks behind... Its time to work hard ... Mid years are over... It cannot be changed ... But what I can change is the prelims.. Prelims shall be the time when my socks will be at the knees and it stays there ... It shall be ...
Sidenote: To those who can't find the link between socks and this post, think " Pull up your socks"
